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100 Steps To Go
Last month I wrote an update on what the current situation is in regards to the fertility treatments. In short, I have had six rounds of IUI (artificial insemination) with no luck, now I
Read More »30 Days of Truth: Day 26
Wow, this one isn’t dark or anything. Good grief. I’d be lying if I said there weren’t times where I thought of just giving up. I had some pretty dark times when I first
Read More »Kicking Winter’s Ass
Over the years I’ve had a lot of issues with seasonal depression. Not something I’ve ever suffered from in Canada, but it hit me quick and hard here in the Netherlands. I wasn’t expecting
Read More »Indecisive
It’s 5:48am and I’m awake. Well, awake might be a bit of a stretch but I’m out of bed. I got out of bed for yucky girl reasons I’d explain but I fear it
Read More »Hermit Mode
It’s 2006, how the hell did that happen. I moved to NL in 1999, that sounds like forever ago, but feels like it was just last year. That’s how much has really gone on
Read More »Happy Place
Whoever says to think of a “Happy Place” when you’re feeling crap must be a fucking idiot. I tried that yesterday, which was an upsetting and frustrating day, and I just got more upset
Read More »Depressed About Depression
I really wish I had some honest and true friends I could talk to who wouldn’t judge, or try to tell me how easy things are when they aren’t. Who aren’t too wrapped up
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